ugh. The past few days have been rough. I have been in a bit of a funk lately and hit an absolute wall on Wednesday. I was working full speed ahead on an editing project, when I got a bit too much constructive criticism that just pummeled me over the edge. I all but lost [...]
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28 Aug
revamp and renew.
So, after a long hiatus of not posting, I am back. Oh, sure, I’ve tried to do this before, but this time, this time, I really mean it. I just checked out all my blogs on my sidebar and cannot believe how much I have missed. I used to read all of those ~and more~ [...]
14 Jul
a month ago? really? sigh.
yes, so it seems. a whole month since I have posted. A lot has happened in that month so I have had little time to post. Oh, I have started numerous times to write, but have always deleted my words. Nothing seemed right. Everything seemed forced or full of fluff. I hate that I have [...]
11 Jun
update.
So, I feel like I have kept all of you hanging. Or maybe I haven’t. I really don’t know. Things have gotten better. A little. Yes, a little better. I still do not have access to house finances. At all. On one hand, that is good. Now hubby will see exactly how much life costs. [...]
30 May
devastation.
life is beyond unbelievable right now. i am devastated like i have never been. my heart is broken. i am a wreck. i don’t know what my next step is, what the next day will bring.
i have failed.
i lied. was deceitful. dishonest. i did what i had to do.
no matter how many financial conversations i [...]
17 May
perspectives.
With all of the stuff I have been dealing with lately, I have recently lost sight of how good I really do have it. Sure, I am having a rough time with hubby these days, but I know it could be much, much worse. I know that I am not a doormat and I do [...]
10 May
all i wanted.
The only thing I wanted for today was hubby to be unconditionally nice to me. That’s it. And evidently, even that was too much to ask for. Yes, he did get up with Baby without so much as a complaint, but that was about all he did. Oh, he did give me two cards from [...]
7 May
update time.
yup. It’s time for another update. I was feeling too stagnate and out of sorts. Crap. My battery is about to die. Will write tomorrow.
7 May
thursday thirteen.
I haven’t written one of these in forever and thought it would be a good way to ease back into the world of writing.
Thirteen Things that make me smile
1. Baby!!!
2. my awesome girlfriends
3. my awesome guy friends
4. the sunny weather that has finally appeared. again.
5. my crazy cats
6. a new US Weekly in my mailbox, [...]
9 Apr
ugh.
my stomach hurts in a mixture of nerves and hunger. Nerves because my parents are on their way up to visit. And hunger because I haven’t eaten much today because of the nerves. It’s a never ending battle for me, I guess. I feel sort of nauseous, and it’s rather annoying. I haven’t seen my [...]
